Feelings.

2013 has been amazing. Seriously.
I haven't talked to my expired knight since 2012.
But also, I have made amazing new friends. Some of which I will hold dear to me for a very long time. A lifetime(,) even.
I was able to feel bummed and jealous of the new boy in my life and that made me so happy. That probably makes no sense, let me explain.
I was able to feel something toward anyone who isn't the expired knight of my once wonderful Castle.
I was able to care about something enough to miss it when it was gone.
I was able to be a real person again. Around other real people.
Such a great bad feeling.

Life is good.
Take a step back and look at what you have. Sometimes, that's all it takes.
Every other time, all it takes is good timing.
Timing is fucking everything.
I cannot stress that enough...

Love what is beautiful around you.
Appreciate it.
Soak it all up.
Don't let those who deserve you get the short end.
Beautiful people are right in front of you.
I mean that.
Realize it now before it's too late.
LOVE WHAT IS BEAUTIFUL AROUND YOU.