Oh, Joni.

"Oh, you're in my blood like holy wine

You taste so bitter and so sweet

Oh, I could drink a case of you, darling

And I would still be on my feet

Oh, I would still be on my feet."

!!!

"Some nights I stay up cashing in my bad luck
Some nights I call it a draw
Some nights I wish that my lips could build a castle
Some nights I wish they'd just fall off"
I hate fun-because I love the format so much and I fully believe they are better than fun. But those lyrics are kinda great at 3:45am.

I have probably one of THE best friends that I have ever had but I cannot tell him this yet.
Not yet.
He listens to my shit. He talks about his own.
He's a "booze hound" and apologizes.
What he doesn't understand is that I'm in process of becoming one myself.
He's the most perfect human being, as far as human beings go.

Don't get me wrong, I love my boyfriend. Castle Trees is the best to have ever happen(ed) to me, but nothing will compare to the said friend I have.

He's so selfish, to the point that he cares about everyone else before himself.
He's so selfish he's selfless.

The end.

My life will be amazing and awesome and fun because of a handful of people.

I really do mean that.

The fact that my boyfriend gets along with them is just a bonus.
A bonus to this awesome world I live in.
Sometimes people can suck. But, remember...


There are still rare great humans.