Monday, June 1, 2009

11:11

GO FUCK YOURSELF.
You are the most selfish person i have ever met in my entire life.

And I know you take that as a compliment.

But that's all I did was boost your ego.

You say i text you too much.
How do you go from texting someone every fucking day for 3 years to not at all?
You're so fucking heartless that i want to rip out that black fucking hole in your chest and then mail it to someone who will care about it as much as me.
Too bad no one EVER will. and Return to Sender it will always come.

You don't deserve anyone to care about you.
You are the meanest person to ever walk in my presence.
and all you want it to get your dick sucked.
you are not even a person.
You are a fucking monster.
and someone needs to kick the shit out of you.
and leave you how you left me.
and throw you out of their lives like you threw me.
You need to fucking grow up and stop smoking pot and playing video games.
You need to get a fucking life that doesn't involve the bad influences.

"I can't even be friends with you because of how you are. You obsess over stupid shit you see online and freak out and text me a hundred times"
You're right. and the fact that you post things that you fucking KNOW will upset me. just so you can have the satisfaction of upsetting me has nothing to do with it.
The fact that you can just wish at 11:11 for someone better than me to come along.
THERE IS NO ONE.
Yeah there may be someone hotter.
funnier.
prettier.
sluttier.
More Self-absorbed.
smarter (never mind, you don't really like the smart ones).
someone who will light your fucking blunt up for you.

but years from now. when you're fucking alone and tired of being a fucked up low life all the time.
You'll regret this.
you'll regret throwing away the only person who could have given you everything you ever wanted.
I could have given you everything.
and you threw it in my face and you fucking pissed on it.
You do the opposite of what will make the people who care about you happy.
Me. Your mom. Your friends.

Fuck you.
You'll never get away with treating people the way you do.
It will catch up to you eventually.

I'm tired of looking like a psycho to your best friend and your brothers.
You MADE me like this.
You asked for this when you started lying, sneaking around, ditching me to smoke pot.

I want someone to make you feel how you've made me feel.

You made a 180 turn in your personality.

You are not you.
You are him.
And that is all you ever wanted to be.
Congrats.

I'm done.

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