.

Cold weather and The Lumineers reminds me of last winter. 

Things are so different but I can compare them to an extent. 

The only difference: he loves me and he never did. 

That sounds dramatic, but I'm really content. 

I've spent every day together with him for the last 11 months. 

Ex boyfriend? Yeah. 

Only together for three months? Yeah.

It meant more to me than I will ever be able to explain. 

We still spend every day together. 

He's mine. 

I'm his. 

Maybe not like we should be or maybe exactly how we should be. I just need him by my side. 

I got lucky as shit when he said I "wasn't so bad"

I have the greatest best friend in the world. 

Act like you've been here before. 

Tie up your scarf real tight, these boys are out for blood tonight.