I really love the weather.

I love everything about this season actually.

I have a lot of good memories with a lot good people in this season.
I have a lot of good memories with a lot of shitty people as well.
One person in particular.
The more he pushes me away, the more I try not to move.
I just want to walk under the trees with you.



Apologies for the sadness that appears to be present in this entry.
It's really not there, I promise.
I'm happier than I have ever been. :D



I want to listen to Every Avenue and take Jack and Jilly on a walk.
I just want you to miss our friendship as much as I do.
I hate that this is a game for you.
It's fucked up that you only talk to me when I ignore you... but I guess that goes for me too.
I hate that this is a game for me.
That's all you are is a game to me.
A game that I got bored with early, but kept wanting to come back to.
Once I appreciated it, it was tired of being played. hahaha played, pun intended.
Sometimes I wonder if you read this. If you do, please tell me.

But I hope/know that you don't.

You don't really know this side of me. and frankly I don't want you to.

I want you to know me how you did.

How I am.

I'm so content with how things are and you don't believe me.

Redundant: I am the happiest I have EVER been.

Why do you insist that I am not by fucking me over time and time again.

Let's just climb your tree.

Or sit on your driveway and talk.

You don't know me anymore.

But I know you, therefore I know that won't happen.

Friendship Bracelets!
Jessica was home this
weekend and it felt like
she had never left.
Her, Dereck, Dave and
I made bracelets.
We hung out all weekend.
It was unbelievable. My
friends surprised
me with her, it was
seriously the best
thing ever.

This weekend wasn't the same without Tricky.
I hate him lately. :(